Crimson Gates Lyrics

Do you ever cry yourself to sleep sometimes, Bri

Every night

Single mother, one sister that's all I ever had

I had an auntie and uncle I treat him like my dad

I'm looking sad in the function I know its getting bad

I'm always here for discussions about my fucking past

The reason why I rap is no one ever asking me

About who I could be, about what I could dream

So I'ma tell them, fuck all the sad shit that's been welling

Got shoes, don't wanna fill them. I got fears, I can't forget them

It's in my jeans like denim, fully kitted, fully set up

For all my future endeavors, I had to keep it clever

Cause dumb men don't make it far

Too smart to forget how I got every scar

Don't think I'll be fully healing, still dealing with the feeling

Adrenaline is pushing to the ceiling, just filling

My heart beating smooth out my chest, still doing my best

For anyone that's past me, going through it with less

I offer condolences for anything left unsaid because

I just want you to know

That you deserve to fucking globe

To everybody else who don't know

That you got more than the story shows

And it's not over, recording is sober

I'm living life, I'm covert

Don't wish for no do-over, march to hell with heaven soldiers

Crimson Gates is what you finna face one minute late, it's over

Fuck it, I'm the holder of all of the trophies

That I'm putting on the shelf today

If you got a problem, I just hope you pray about it

Nothing else to say about it

Keep it cool and stay alive with your heart to be open

For all of the blessings you've been looking for

Maybe kind of, sort of

If you ever think nobody loves you, I adore you

I implore you to look into yourself

Please tell me if you need some help

I'm just one call away, you've never seen this kind of depth in love

Fuck, I'm not above

Doing the bare minimum if you just need a hug

Because I just want you to know

That you deserve the fucking globe

To everybody else who don't know

That you got more than the story shows