Hold This Loss Lyrics

You hate me, hate me, you hate me

And you blame me, yeah you play me, then you blame me and you

You try to chain me, then you try to drain me, and you try to change me

But I am never, ever changing

Cause I am not like the others I won't conform, no I can't be bothered, nah

Form fit, like you up in my sweater

Said I'd get it back in September

But it's the middle of November, yeah

It's getting cold, it's almost December

You might as well keep it so you'll always remember me, yeah

100 degrees, I ain't talking the weather

I'm talking you and me, under sheets, ain't nothing better, yeah

Fast life under neon lights

Yeah, we might not make it, but there's a chance that we might

And I ain't going out sad, I'ma put up a fight

Five Five Six by my side if a bitch wanna die

And I know they love tricks cause they've tried

And I know that they lurk, but I fly

And they think it'll work, but I'm wise

I can see all the perp in their eyes

I been putting the work in, sacrifice

Put my hand on the Bible, I testify

Yeah, I swear that you never wanna live my life

Until the moment you wake up and touch the sky, yeah

And I ain't talking about the afterlife

I'm talking penthouse in Dubai and private flights, yeah

And how I know that I'm doing right

Is if I'm on Forbes under 30, before 25

You hate me, you hate me, you hate me, you hate

You blame me, you blame me, you blame me, you blame

You chain me, you drain me, tried to change me, I can't

And even though I'm chasing it, I still can't feel the same

So

I hate you, I hate you, I hate you, I do

And you know I blame you, I blame you, cause we both know the truth

Yeah, each time after time that I do this shit with you

I'm reminded of the lies, why can't you just tell the truth

Cause each line after line that I try to sing to you

Just get blurred into wrongs, cause you think that you're right too

Ha, But you're not

I bet you thought no one would ever go and take your spot

But I've been with too many, that the count I went and lost

Kinda like when I'm kicking back and counting up my guap

I'm taking M's with my W's, yeah the L you dropped

And you'll regret it when you see me shining at the top

And you'll remember when I said this was the chance you lost

And all my talks with God, praying I don't flop

Here baby hold this loss

(Can't make me hold this loss)