December Closure Lyrics

Four months

And then it's over

Who will I be this December

I think I'll dress up

But who really gives a fuck

I'm too used to the feeling of being stuck

And got too comfortable with lonely

Sometimes when I'm alone

I miss the old me

So I got four months

Four months to change

Four months, four months

To improve my ways

I need to change some things

To start recovering

Ridiculed for so long

My mind is buffering

You know, I wanted to talk to you in person

But the last time I saw you

You looked right through me

Like you never even knew me

You walked past me as if we had never happened

Like I never even mattered to you

And here I am thinking

That I'll never forget you

But you moved on so quickly

Sorry, it's not about her

I guess I just didn't expect this from you

To end us so soon

Maybe it really was nothing to you

But if that's true

You played the role perfectly

Soon comes December

I'm not wishing for snow

I'm wishing for you to come out

Fall in love like everyone else

So I got four months

Four months to change

Four months, four months

To improve my ways

I need to change some things

To start recovering

Ridiculed for so long

My mind is buffering

Ridiculed for so long

My mind is buffering

What will come of me

When I've changed

This is my form of closure

So I got four months

Four months to change

Four months, four months

To improve my ways

I need to change some things

To start recovering

Ridiculed for so long

My mind is buffering

So I got four months

Four months to change

Four months, four months

To improve my ways

I need to change some things

To start recovering

Ridiculed for so long

My mind is buffering

What will come of me

When I've changed