The Most Stupid Heartbreak in History Lyrics

You're not tangible

The only time you exist in the same spacetime as me

Is when my cheeks are wet by the tears you make me cry

I carry the weight of you like a curse

Like a stain that can't be removed

An injury that can't be healed

And I go through my misery all alone

Because people call it the most stupid heartbreak in history

I wake up and get invalidated like clockwork

Rotting in my bed listening to Courtney Love

I'm in pain but I'm not supposed to seek for a cure

Gave you everything, now everything hurts

I want to be under your skin

Making sure every heartbeat belongs only to me, oh

Lord, have mercy on my soul

I'm lost in the streets of Paris

Not in a literal way

Every day feels like it's doomsday

There's so much wrong with me, I might die, I'm scared

It haunts me to know

Your smile doesn't only belong to me

It's wasted on the strangers on the street

The barista serving you coffee

Becomes a sworn enemy

I'm sipping the nectar of poison

Filling my cup to infinity

And I'm getting tired of relating to all these crazy anime girls

People heard The Snow Queen and said"That's so Misa Amane-coded"

I'm tired of trying to find beauty when I see that I've been corroded

And since you won't do it, what if I reassure myself?

I have embraced the heaviness of your soul

But what if I release it into the ether?

What if I ease my own mind?

What if I let you go only so I can see you come back?

What if you need this distance to find out you're mine?

I'll let you go, trusting in what I know

I'll mold the sky into a canvas for us

I'll paint the sky with space for you

I'm lost in the streets of Paris

But I'm with you, so I'm as found as I've ever been

If I was always to be yours

Then I value the most stupid heartbreak in history