all my fault Lyrics

It's all my fault

I never learn

Just broke up with my old ting

She cried so much

You don't deserve this

I know you're hurting

I'm so cursed, baby, I'm the worst thing

I won't forget

The way you made me feel

I never felt so real

I know I act like I don't care, but baby, I do

I wanna keep you near

I'm tryna see you glow up, even if it's not here, yea!

Been having a hard time, drinking too much I fear

This happened when I was a kid, away from my parents

Now they fucking see me

Pay my bills, I'm a grown up

So stressed I keep throwing up

Everyday I keep showing up

Gotta chase a bag, I need more bucks

My inner child, he's not there

Running away on a whim

He's swimming through all of my sorrows

But he don't know how to swim

I miss my childhood

It was fucked up a little bit

Chaos through all of my innocence

I wish that I could go back to keep myself safe from that wicked shit

My girl you gon be ok

Understand that I came from violence

I learned how to love from my mama and she's so sweet

You don't know how many times she tried to kill herself

She stayed alive for me

My dad's a dick like he's so mean

But, his dad tried to kill him a few times

So he learned how to live on the streets

Seen the way that he loved on my mama

He fucking sucked but he still tried to be nice

Like, that's all he knows

Just imagine how he raised me

I know I fucking blow

It's hard to commit when you're stuck so deep

Been having a hard time, drinking too much I fear

This happened when I was a kid, away from my parents

Now they fucking see me

Pay my bills, I'm a grown up

So stressed I keep throwing up

Everyday I keep showing up

Gotta chase a bag, I need more bucks

My inner child, he's not there

Running away on a whim

He's swimming through all of my sorrows

But he don't know how to swim

I miss my childhood

It was fucked up a little bit

Chaos through all of my innocence

I wish that I could go back to keep myself safe from that wicked shit