Funeral, Pt. 1 Lyrics

I walked through the chapel door

Not expecting what to see

But I know it is not alright

The feeling is not alright

Your casket laid near the altar floor

It was closed to public view

I was told not to come too close

Not to come close to you

In words that you said

That you wanted it all to end

They'll never understand

That they were at fault of it all

They passed the blame all around

And pinned it down on your mental health

They couldn't take the loss

it was all in your head they said

I couldn't help but to overthink

What I could have done if I only knew what was going on

Now a family lost their son

The silent screams echo through the halls

as your friends gather around asking questions wondering why

If they only knew why you died

They sang along to the Psalms

Wishing for you afterlife

I could not sing out the words

As our mouths trembled though the tears

The priest read the final rites

As your body was laid to rest

It still didn't make any sense

I just could not accept that you are dead

My friend