BACKSOON Lyrics

5AM

Done holding my hand out, I'm trying shake sum

They accusing me man, but I don't say nun

I'm trying to get where I want, I know it takes time

You wonder why I distance myself

How you gon' play play dumb?

Getting off of the gram, I've had a great run

Used to pray for these days, but now my wait up

Just cause you wasting your time don't mean to waste mine

Don't ever try to come for my pounds, I'll get my weight up

Y'all trying to come for my light

Could I just ever do me?

Stop trying to push me aside

You're not the one I will please

Seeking out His manifold, Wisdom what I need

Everybody want to know why I ain't listening

Growing up, I'm trying to navigate what is me

While my environment trying to negate what I bring

Phone been ringing

Purposefully ain't picking up

Expectations calling, but quite frankly I have been enough

But they can't see it

Father, can't you show it up

Only time they take me seriously is when I'm mean & rough

They trying to come for my light

Could I just ever do me?

Stop trying to push me aside

You're not the one I will please

Looking for myself

Trying to grab my shadow just to understand myself

Seeking Christ to fill the void I once would fill with wealth

Vanity on vanity

Everything is meaningless, ain't nothing here is guaranteed

People keep comparing me

Hurts to watch your closest people snake you while you getting P's

All the real ones really jugging cause they mean it

Getting strong in Spirit, we been up for the weak

I go MIA, leave me alone for the Weekend

DND my telephone it's sabbath and I mean it

I ain't just ignoring you, I really need the space

With all due respect, you're never showing me no grace

So please get up out my face, yea

They trying to come for my light

Could I just ever do me?

Stop trying to push me aside

You're not the one I will please!