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I guess I blacked out again

this time I don't have no recollection of what happened

how to lose it all in 20 minutes

Is the story I've been given

And the script was writ in blood I'm feelin captive

An addict born a hopeless romantic Paranoia I'm manic, abandonment in my mental

Got me with candles I lit em

Pray to god just a little

But he been speaking in riddles

Met a ghost at the crossroads

Turn the mic on and spit em

Down a 5th it's just a fix

The world is counterfeit designed to keep you in the mix

And I'm feelin fuckin sick

I need a way up out this matrix

Even if I call on Satan

Just to make it to the end

Thank you mom and dad

For giving me this stupid ass fuckin life I have

Addictions in my blood, time I'll never get it back

I just wish that normal wasn't somethin out of grasp

Instead the shots keep comin

My nostrils bloody

My girl done left me again

Feel like god keeps runnin

The devil wants me

I'm thinkin bout checkin with him

Thank you mom and dad

I guess I geeked out again

Did too many lines and now

I'm hackin in her phone

And no we ain't together

So I sabotage my head

To have a reason to eject and then explode

Do I hate or love me? fake it up

But which is fake? and which is what

Pissin off the other players

They all on a witches hunt

This is not a gift it fuckin sucks

I feel invincible but stuck

Am I criminal or just

A victim giving you the

Symptoms so you feel em

When you feel like giving up

Contradict yourself and live in hell

Until it's done

So when the bell is tellin hums

Inhale it fuck it, nail me up

The crucifix a pseudonym

For every tale you spun

Thank you mom and dad

For giving me this stupid ass fuckin life I have

Addictions in my blood, time I'll never get it back

I just wish that normal wasn't somethin out of grasp

Instead the shots keep comin

My nostrils bloody

My girl done left me again

Feel like god keeps runnin

The devil wants me

I'm thinkin bout checkin with him

Thank you mom and dad