A gamble I lost / Papa was a gambling man Lyrics

Papa told me

He was a gambling man

When you're older my son

Don't be c#ck and f#ck whenever you can

Mama told me, papa was a gambling man

He gambled us away, on a poker game

Into slavery, but it's all ok

Papa told me

He was a gambling man

Can you lend me

Five dollars so I can

Buy some booze

Buy some booze

Then we can talk

Again

Buy some booze

Again

So we can walk

Buy some booze, again

So we can walk and talk

Chop you up, again

Papa was gambling man

Papa was gambling man

He gambled my future away

Now I am here, here to stay

Now I am here, here to stay

I was an angry man

I was an angry man

I'd do whatever I can

I'd do whatever I can

Papas head is an open wound

My axe split his head into an open wound

Be a simple man

Be something you love and understand

How can I love someone like me

Someone like you

A bastard like you

A bastard like me

Even god tried to correct his mistake

Multiple times

Based on your crimes

By erasing me

But here I am, dead but not dead

Asking why, sick in my bed

Time passes by

Sick in my head

Looking forward

Looking back

But all I see, is torment ahead

I try to forgive

But I cannot forget

All I do is asking why

All I do is waiting to die

I can bring myself, bring myself to cry

I try so hard, but my eyes are dry

Papa was gambling man

Papa was gambling man

He gambled my future away

Now I am here, here to stay

I was an angry man

I was an angry man

I'd do whatever I can

I'd do whatever I can

Papas head is an open wound

My axe split his head into an open wound

God is a woman

She must be

Otherwise I cannot feel, any love for the

I cannot love, a gambling man

Someone who can

Inflict such pain and torment

In such a span

Surely it can't be, his plan

I want to be, but can't be a simple man

Your parents, you stab, you thrust the knife

Blood spilled, it ends their life

And the bible says, I should end my life

Because I despise a man, that destroyed my life

Papa was gambling man

Papa was gambling man

He gambled my future away

Now I am here, here to stay

Now I am here, here to stay

I don't want to be here

Now I am here, here to stay

Why am I here?

Now I am here, here to stay

So weak, I bet you'll give in!

Now I am here, here to stay

Papa was gambling man

Papa was gambling man

He gambled my future away

Now I am here, here to stay

Papa was gambling man

Papa was gambling man

He gambled my future away

Now I am here, here to stay

Now I am here, here to stay