Addict Of Misery Lyrics

I have a porn addiction

That's everyday getting worse

I have some fake friends that I hate and abhor

I have depression, suicidal thoughts in my mind, holy shit, what a crime, guess I don't have much more time

Addict of misery and violation

Addicted to some pleasures that are ruining my life

I'm always stressed, yet I have no pressure

I only have left so much energy to say goodbye!

I am dead inside, but I'm gonna last forever

I have the power to ruin someone's life

The someone's me, I guess I am a victim of this life, of myself, of this fucking world

I'm a slave!

Running through life

In my head

Try'na catch myself

When I meet a wall

I'll get through

Don't care what it takes

Voices in my head trying to bring me down

Don't care, cause I'm not alone

I'm not the only one

Don't wanna get back up

But I need to find a way

Because if I don't get back up, I'll end in misery

I know I'm capable of listening to what I say

But I also know I can't trust me because I'm dead!

Ohhh

Agony!

Tell me why you're doing this to me!

I only wanna live a life, no more fantasies

I only wanna live, but I can't live

Just want to be healthy but I'm sick

Agony!

Tell me why you're doing this to me!

I only wanna live my life, no more fantasies

I feel so lame inside, I feel so dead outside

I feel like nothing that I do will help me stay alive

Running through life

In my head

Try'na catch myself

When I'll meet a wall

I'll get through

Don't care what it takes

Voices in my head try'na bring me down

Don't care, cause I'm not alone

I'm not the only one

Don't wanna get back up

But I need to find a way

Because if I don't get back up I'll end in misery

I know I'm capable of listening to what I say

But I also know, I can't trust me because I'm

Dead

Dead!

Agony!

Tell me why you're doing this to me!

I only wanna live my life

Addict of misery!

Agony!

Tell me why you're doing this to me!

I only wanna live my life

Addict of misery!