Never Let Myself Lyrics

(Have it, have it, I never let myself)

I'm chasing someone that gets my heart racing

Can't not give into this craving

No it never gets old

I'm seeking a moment of intense feeling

Even if its only fleeting

Leaves me at a low

Now I don't know why

When I find something real I get the urge to hide

Scared to try

Just in case you change your mind

So every time

I pass up what feels easy

Pick people that hurt my feelings

The moment they treat me well, I

I never let myself, why?

Why don't I wanna be happy?

Complain that it always ends badly

But when I find someone that's good for my health

I never let myself

Have it (let myself)

Have it (let myself)

Have it

Ooh

It hurts when I give my all to a person

Who cannot see what i'm worth and

Don't care if I go

I'm spinning, stuck in this cycle

Can't quit it, keep making the worst decisions

Thought I would outgrow it by now

But every time

I pass up what feels easy

Pick people that hurt my feelings

The moment they treat me well, I

I never let myself, why?

Why don't I wanna be happy?

Complain that it always ends badly

But when I find someone that's good for my health

I never let myself

Have it (let myself)

Have it (I never let myself)

Have it

Ooh

I never let myself have it (I never let my)

Have it (never let myself)

Have It

Ooh, Mm