Emotional Conflicts Lyrics

Emotional Conflicts - Hoodboy Thamulahunta

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Angels and demons

Been castin' spells

Black power

My tongue my weapon

Yeah

Feel like I'm a God's sent but I came through bein' a gangsta

I'm living fast, damn this is a life of a popstar

The lifestyle too cost, it ain't easy I'm a big shotta

I put my life on stake, actin' like a monster

They did me dirty you can see ain't got no sympathy

They only know my name they ain't even know my story

I can't hurt you bruh, we all know blood is smelly

Can't stop bakin' this bread 'cause everyday I'm hungry

Yeah

Take me to the altar, bless my soul and pour the olive oil on my head

Oh Lord change my life don't let the people see my tears

I been strugglin' to survive all the pains I bears

Sippin' juice and meltin' ice I be facin' my fears

I know they got evil plans, Lord protect from the opps

I pray for all my Dawgs and curse all my foes

They hosted the party but I didn't even attend

They set me on fire, No these niggas ain't my friends

They threw away my peace, dug a hole and buried my happiness

There's this war in my mind, now I'm confused and dumbed

I burnt my lungs, the doctor told me he can't do nothing about it

She broke my heart, now can't find any bitch who can get it fixed

I lost my ribs, now can't find where to get another one I'm still on this shits

I'm fed up with thoughts, so sad I drugged my soul

I can't feel myself, swingin' mood 'cause Ion know what to do

You don't miss me and Ion miss you too

Life bein' a screw, holdin' it tightly and can't get it loose

I'm in love with the bluecheese, sticked to the hustle like a glue

At the same time I'm talkin' with the demon and also clutchin' my tool

I played by the rule, steady I be keepin' it cool