Can't Go Back Lyrics

Low energy I'm dragging my feet

Temptation whispers it's so bittersweet

Hanging around where I know I shouldn't be

Heart's beating fast but I'm not really free

I confess it now I need accountability

But the hands I reach for they misdirect me

I wanna be there for you but I know I can't

Not fully not wholly this is where I stand

Oh oh oh my heart it races

Chasing everything in the wrong places

It feels so right tonight in your arms

But tomorrow's soul aches replaying the harm

No future planned for a one-night stand

Lonely again and I can't go back

Sleepy at the wrong time drained from the fun

Chasing fleeting thrills now look what I've done

Back at work just a boring day

While my soul feels mixed up lost in the fray

I know I've got to do better next time

This cycle's wearing thin I'm losing my mind

I see the weakness I can't deny

But grace still calls and I hear it cry

Oh oh oh my heart it chases

All the wrong things familiar faces

It felt so good but it leaves me bare

A hollow soul searching for repair

No future planned for a one-night stand

Lonely again and I can't go back

I'm tired of losing sleep for fleeting thrills

I'm tired of chasing joy in counterfeit fills

The fun time fades the guilt remains

I need a way out of these chains

Oh oh oh my heart still races

But this time I'm chasing heavenly graces

No more nights that leave me drained

I'm walking away I'm breaking the chains

Can't go back no I can't go back

I'm stepping forward leaving the lack