I Hope I Lyrics

I've been skipping medication

And driving with no real destination

Looking for myself in this world

Think you can come to save me

I think that I might just need help

Don't wanna say it

I know that I really need help

Or I won't make it

Highs and lows again, not again

My waves is crashing

Lows are the like when shit hits the fan

Wait, bitch, what happened

Highs are like I'm stuck in a trance I'm in the matrix

Scared to really fall, hit the sand

A ton of big bricks

Hits me in the chest and I swear it really hurts me

They said that it would all be okay

Part of the journey

I really think I'm going insane

Don't wanna say it

I really think I'm losing my brain

I hope I make it

I hope I make it out, I hope I make it I hope I make it out, I hope I make it

I hope I make it out, I hope I make it

I hope I make it out

I swear it's just about every day I'm in a crisis

The pain I swear it spreads around me

Just like a virus

Sometimes I think I'm scared of myself

Then I get quiet

Sometimes I wonder what it'd be like

To be self-righteous

My mood is changing like every week

Just like the weather

I never really quite understood

The point of pressure

Until I realized it was just bout

On how we measure

The things that really don't even count

It doesn't matter

It doesn't matter, no It doesn't matter

It doesn't matter, no It doesn't matter

It doesn't matter, no It doesn't matter

It doesn't matter, no

I'm hoping that I can find the light

Get out the darkness

I really need to open my shades

Pull back the curtains

Need to be honest with myself

And face what's hurting

Stop stuffing everything all inside I feel it burning

You're really gonna have to cut out

All the self-hatred

So you can do the beautiful things

You were created

To do in all this short little life

You'll be elated

I really hope you figure it out, I hope you make it

I hope you make it out, I hope you make it

I hope you make it out, I hope you make it

I hope you make it out, I hope you make it

I hope you make it out

I hope you make it out, I hope you make it

I hope you make it out, I hope you make it

I hope you make it out, I hope you make it

I hope you make it out, I hope you make it

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