As It Once Was Lyrics

As it once was, I miss those days When they weren't rainy and gray

As it once was, I miss those days When my sun wasn't clouded with shade

I wanna erase, but I'm trapped up in a case

I'd be safe if my mind hadn't been laced

With ideals that change my pace

All the things I said I'd never do

Guess it was a phase

Little me would be crying

She'd be bursting at the seams

I wish I could take it all back

And retract

All my acts

Wish I knew these facts about they person

More deeper than what's just on the surface

Wish I could free myself of these burdens

Honestly, I wish this shit would stop hurting, I,

Wish my life was filled with color again

Wanna rip off all the curtains

All my days are blurred in

Tired of, all the assumptions

My mind feels corrupted and my patience getting shorter

I can slowly feel all the sadness that I'm storing

And my life is getting boring

And I feel that I'm ignoring

All the problems that I shouldn't The proof ain't in the pudding

I feel like the solution is somewhere that I just ain't looking

As it once was, I miss those days When they weren't rainy and gray

As it once was, I miss those days When my sun wasn't clouded with shade

All I want is for someone to explain Why I feel like I'm going mentally insane

All these thoughts like cancer They killing my brain

All this information I'm finding it hard to retain

All I see is black and white with a hint of grain

This life is hard to sustain

Like some glass I'm in pane

All the time I'm drained

From people talking to me for they personal gain

As it once was, I miss those days When they weren't rainy and gray

As it once was, I miss those days When my sun wasn't clouded with

with shade