Daemons Lyrics

Cold

Sinking deeper into wounds you can't ignore

Reliving every thought that haunts you no more

Losing grip I'm freaking out

The silent screams the words I mouth

Is there anyone out there looking out for me

It's over now

No hiding it no more

I'm past my breaking point again

I don't think I can hold back yea

You ask me why but I don't have the answer

I never wanted you to know the real me

The me whose actions bore my Daemons

Or my Daemons

Behold

I'm on the brink of a collapse oh I'm done for

When all I have's an empty hole inside my core

I'm bound to slip on my self doubt

And I'm not sure there's a way out

And time is ticking down

And all you've done is watch me drown

I tried to make you listen

I'll never be that person you envisioned

I don't think I can hold back yea

You ask me why but I don't have the answer

I never wanted you to know the real me

The me whose actions bore my Daemons

Or my Daemons

Betrayed

Betrayed by myself

By the choices that I've made

And I'm afraid that I just might go insane

I'm filled with pain

Filled with shame

Filled with any damn substance you can name

And I'm sick of watching blood flow down the drain

Like my brains holding something that it can't contain

You people keep running ya mouth

Not even really knowing what you talkin about

Poppin ya spout

I think I might be ready to abandon the doubt

Because damn I say fuck it, let the demons out

We're here

Anxiety that shackles me inside my own mind

Insomnia gives me no restful nights

Mourning the loss of ones who had to leave me behind

And rage that leaves me blind

I don't think I can hold back yea

You ask me why but I don't have the answer

I never wanted you to know the real me

The me whose actions bore my Daemons

Or my Daemons

I told you I won't go back

You won't make a martyr out of me

I won't succumb to envy

Now I'll show you just how great I'll be

I will not hide from this

I'm living like there's nothing next

In the aftermath, all that I ask

Is there anyone out there looking out for me?