July 14 Lyrics

Yeah July 14th I just got the news

Right before that I was really bumping nothing was the same

Got the call from Uncle P he told me you ain't here

Ironically for me since then nothing been the same

I broke down in disbelief , tears running down my face I gotta tell the fam

I didn't even have the strength to break the news to them

And then I had the mere thought that I'll never get to see your face again damn

Yeah it was even hard for me to bump Hustler's Prayer

Cause was Reece said was happening to me in real time

Now everytime I hear that song I hold back the tears

Cause for me it reminds me that you're really not here

I know you and moms never really got it right

But I'm just really grateful that you both gave me life

And fuck what second place says she wasn't there in '99

She had it out for me since '09 she's fucking weird

The extended family tree in Botswana knows your seed

Momma and my two sisters all I need

To be honest your demise raises eyebrows till this day

One thing about the truth is that it will prevail

I had to get used to birthdays without you , Christmas without you , new years without you

even Father's Day

I'm doing better now yeah much to their dismay

As I bid you farewell I'll continue the legacy aye

Is this even fair?

Are you even there?

Yeah is this even fair?

Are you even there?