Anxious Lyrics

Yeah, got a lot on my mind lately, I don't even know what I'm doing

I don't really see a point, but everybody tells me to keep going

So fuck it, I'ma keep going

Four am still awake, laying in my bed thinking what's my next move and is this my fate

For many months I've been struggling, feeling out of place. I sit up once again

Turn to the left just to sip my drink. It ain't water, I'm sipping the liquor

To wallow in pity and swiftly I feel numb soon after I swallow

My homies ask if I'm okay, they see it in my face. I ask them simply if it's time that I can borrow

Feeling like I'm running out of time. I know it's crazy to say that from someone with a life

That's been as short as mine. I wanna do something crazy just for the hell of it

Twnty-seven club round the corner, it want my membership. Seeing people in their 20s live and they'll

Remember it. Stories to tell their children after they all settled, man

It sort of feels like life is leaving me behind. I try to keep it off of my mind

Stay on the grind, but I'm anxious. I think I should be grateful and just

Stop giving a fuck, but I'm anxious. Wanna break free of this box that I've

Been feeling like I'm stuck in, but I'm anxious. Is it me I put a lot on myself

Maybe I'm lucky, still I'm anxious. I'm anxious

My sister told me change my mindset and I should listen. But all these thoughts that circle my

Head turn to a prison. I thank the Lord I haven't died yet, so it's my mission to use the rest of

All my time left to make decisions that are true to me. Really owe it to my family after all they

Do for me. I've been taking things for granted, kinda like I usually do. I'm stuck focusing on

How she really used to be too. Enough hoping for that girl she'd just be using me, boo

It's rough, but I'ma keep on trying to find my place in this life because I only got one

So no matter the strife, I'm taking hits and coming for more. All in the hopes of finding

A cure, but rest assured I'm still anxious. I'ma weather every storm, I gotta plan for what's in

Store, but I'm anxious. Maybe I feel a little better with some money in my drawer, man I'm anxious

I'm tired and I'm sore, but I'm coming back for more, still I'm anxious. I'm anxious

What

That wasn't so bad, I guess. I just gotta believe in myself sometimes

After all, how are y'all gonna believe in me if I don't believe in myself

How are y'all gonna love me if I don't love myself? I'm still working on that, I know

I guess I'm just a little anxious. Yeah