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Forty or so missed calls from my bitch like

Shordy I can't talk now I am in flight

Where my insight

I think these kids right

We taking shit to seriously

Ima get right back to ya

Knew ya in a different

Life outgrew ya

I was listening to Luda

You was listening to Shooter

Wayne I remember standing in the rain

Smoking cigarettes and overthinking everything

Talk to em talk to em I been fuckin saying

I been fucking praying I been really praying

For my big break

For that big check

For my kid's sake

Ima invest

Every penny into em

My enemy anyone hurt em

I'm ready to end em and

Introduce em to my

Duke Nukem

New found love

For love and hate equal

Parts sequel starts

Part two for my recourse

Hit the restart factory reset

No new parts

Just clear thoughts

Level headed

As my unbalanced ass get

Used to smoke newports

And drink like 1/4 a handle

Just to get a handle

Of the steering wheel

On the way to work

I pit stop and steal

A meal I couldn't afford

Cause the budget

Only account for more liquor

Hit the Mo' Liquor

Off Army Trail

So convenient

Drinking in the parking lot

Where nobody can see me

Showing up to functions

Inappropriately fucked up

Stumbling over my words

I think coming off sober as fuck

Fumbling every bag

That I ever had

I'm missing my dad

I'm loving my kids

Like I never had

I'm blaming myself

For shit I ain't had no part in

But I won't pardon my behavior

That shit

I feel like recharging

Change my batteries and shit like

Treasure and trash what's the difference

Five bucks I go the distance

Fuck life I stick to business

Ducking all these hoes

Tryna unwrap me like it's Christmas

Treasure and trash what's the difference

Five bucks I go the distance

Fuck life I stick to business

Ducking all these hoes

Tryna unwrap me like it's Christmas

More sick than a cancer patient

Can't be patient so they throw me in the inpatient

I just want this life shit to be over already

Can't commit to the bit when I know that I'm not ready

Wish I could manipulate myself like I do others

I'd be unstoppable instead of hiding underneath these covers

I live a double life it's like I'm deep undercover

Covert ops get popped like a seasoned drunkard

Breath stink like Coors Light and cheap uppers

Buying speed from a trucker at a Bucky's pump

Let's link and use each other for a couple hours

Born and raised to be objects that suck and fuck

Tuck and roll off a cliff

Like would anybody miss me

Really though I'm asking yo

Would anybody miss me

Would you reminisce

About all the times that we had plenty

Wishing that the next bag

Was laced with the fenty

Scantily cladded women

In amply ratchet footage

It's sad to me actually

Atrophied as my lungs couldn't

Impactfully act for me

Lack of seeing my own foot in

And out the door with the other

Objectifying these women like what

What the fuck

Tryna decide do I really give a fuck

At least I have the desire

But where is the fire

Within me to initiate

A new way of being

I'm being me and

I don't think it's enough

I'm playing both sides

My Gemini is really showing up

I hate waking up

This mental battle

Feelin like enough is enough

And I'm stuck like step bro

And I miss

I miss our connection

Shit was ride or die like death row

I guess though you never know

What the end will show

No spoilers for this episode

I'll never be vulnerable again

I gotta let it go like

Treasure and trash what's the difference

Five bucks I go distance

Fuck life I stick to business

Ducking all these hoes

Tryna unwrap me like its Christmas

Treasure and trash what's the difference

Five bucks I go distance

Fuck life I stick to business

Ducking all these hoes

Tryna unwrap me like its Christmas

I gotta make it about me

I was never getting off scott free

Talking about I'm a part of you

And you a part of me

I finally see 3 POs

In my near future

I run it back like my past useful

My paranoia I ain't got no use for it

Technically everything I ever done

Its a consequence that I ain't follow through

With the noose round my neck

Turning blue

Nothing new

I can't do anything right that include

My attempts to take my life now that's true

When will I get a clue

From the nest I flew way

Higher than most people ever do

Systematically imprisoned

I'm poor and I never brake

Out of that vision

I get money spend it

And never invest it

I'm destined to be this way

Surely regret it all in the end

All I can do is pick up the pen

One verse at a time I comprehend

My entire existence on the mend

They say hold on don't think I can

This bitch depression got that fucking grippy huh

Oh did I mention that we bout to have a baby huh

Named her suicidal tendencies she pretty huh

That's when I threw the Bible empathy turned

Pity party petty bet he

In a pit a self desperation

Lemme get a hit of that

Self preservation

Under pressure I perform

Like athletes for they nation

The frustration that I feel

Paramount to my complacence

I can't stand in one spot

But I'll lay in bed all day

Got a all or nothing personality

Still not exactly sure why I'm this way

Always falling busting my shit

Metaphorically I'm going insane

And historically take hits to my brain

CTE can't take everything on all at once

But I really don't know any other way

Especially when it's for my benefit in anyway

Someway somehow I figure it out

I finally found an influx of influence

To get in tune with my new self

And discover how to live with love

Never second guessing myself again

Kill my body but they'll never kill what I represent

Kill a bottle of that poison then I do it all again

Throw my life away for that instant gratification

Treasure and trash what's the difference

Five bucks I go distance

Fuck life I stick to business

Ducking all these hoes

Tryna unwrap me like its Christmas

Treasure and trash what's the difference

Five bucks I go distance

Fuck life I stick to business

Ducking all these hoes

Tryna unwrap me like its Christmas

I'm trying feel satisfied yeah

Tryna feel satisfied yeah

Tryna feel satisfied yeah

But I don't see the light yeah

God tell me why

I don't see the light yeah

I don't see the light yeah

Tryna feel satisfied yeah

But I don't see the light yeah

God tell me why

Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah