3:00 am testimonial Lyrics

Oh, baby, wake up

Put your makeup on

Don't be anxious

And I've been gone too long

You've been patient

And I've been on my own

Gone and lost for days, oh no

I ain't really wanna get into it

But the music got me loose, it got me losing inhibitions

And my premonitions tell me never switch

Cause that's my disposition

I've been on a mission to tell you the truth

Healing my inner child, this is proof

Ridding myself of insecurities

Each and every season since I was a youth

I'm investing in profits and property

Girl, this ain't really music, it's prophecy

Running circles in here like Monopoly

Tryna get all my people out poverty

Tryna to tell you that you can't get peace of mind

Till you give pieces to people that you really loved

It wasn't enough, forgot how to trust

The way that you were can't go back how it was

And if I'm honest, I promise

I'm modest I know how it feels when you don't have a home

I know how it feels when the surface just seems out of reach

So you swim in that bitch on your own

Pick up the phone, call up my grandma

Just to let her know that she's never alone

It's about family, and if I got you, you got me

And I promise I'm back in my zone

I'm just checking in wit ya

If my brother rolling up, you know that we rolling a swisher

I'm painting pictures with my words

Can't you tell that I'm really built different

I've been existing on a higher plane

Than most of the people that I had to distance

Now I got a vision exposing the system

That wants you to talk and forget how to listen

Yeah, I was indifferent, but now I feel different

I feel like exposing the lies and the fiction

So here's a depiction, they tell you that just to be happy

You need to forget bout your vision

So fuck politicians and fuck premonitions

You think for yourself, then you swim with the fishes

I'm burning bridges, I'm trying to better myself

And detach from my worldly addictions

I'm tryna get better for you

Tryna to get better from me

Tryna to get better from Bri

If we don't have each other, tell me, then what do we have

All that we have is a dream

All that we have are some things

Some pretty material goods on the screen

I'm spreading the love, I feel I'm enough

I feel like I'm finally feeling relief

Oh, baby, wake up

Put your makeup on

Don't be anxious

And I've been gone too long

You've been patient

And I've been on my own

Gone and lost for days

Have you ever seen a dead woman lonesome

With no flowers, then hop in the Camry

Then you drive to St. Pete

And meet with a man who legally can't see his family

Have you ever seen a broke man broken

Have you ever gave hope to the hopeless

Man, I broke down twice when I wrote this

But I gotta stand tall, I'm focused

The shame that you feel when you're healing from trauma

Like, mama, I'm sorry, I gotta feel pain

So I know how to fly

If I turn back now

Then I'm running from mine

I got some family members only seen in December

Do you even know how that feel

When you try to talk sense to your lil homie brother

But he might just die in that field

Cause he been bout that shit for like two years

Mixing new resolutions with new fears

I see grandmama crying, but who hears

Put my pain on this page with a few tears

All of the things that we do for acceptance

Accepting any kind of treatment

Man, what is your weakness

Just come and delete it

I'm tryna show you that love is the meaning

I'm tryna show you the top and the topics I talk about

Man they're never discussed

They just want me to sing, they don't want me to talk

But enough is enough

I'm saying fuck all the rules

Couldn't care about views, can you tell me bout schools

Can you show me the person who's making sure all of his cousins

Just stay out of prison and stay out the news

Oh baby, wake up

Put your makeup on

Don't be anxious

And I've been gone too long

You've been patient

And I've been on my own

Gone and lost for days

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