WHERE DO I START? Lyrics

(Oh man, I'm done for good, Oh yeah, I'm done for good)

(I don't know how to revert it)

Oh yeah, you broke me first, I had to, get back on that bitch

Oh yeah, you know it hurt

How does it feel to be gaslighted, then put in the dirt

Yeah, I done learned my fuckin' lesson, should've known since birth

Now they askin' like, what's up with you

And I just say that I'm okay, but that is not the truth

The only way that I can vent is really rappin' through

The only way to heal my heart is really stackin' too

Yeah, yeah, I am done for good

My heart is broken, this shit hurt, but I understood

I cried for days, I ran from pain, but I just thought I could

I cried for days, I ran from pain, but I just thought I could

But it's, fuck this nigga too, yeah

Fuck this nigga feelings, yeah

Put his heart in two, yeah

Rip it up in parts, yeah

Leave his body scarred, yeah

Leave him in the dark, yeah

Don't know where to start, yeah

Leave him in the dark

Cause I'd be lyin' if I said them thoughts didn't cross my mind

And I'd be lyin' if I told you to your face that I am fine

And this shit hurts so fuckin' much, I wanna off myself at times

But the only way to keep me focused, stayin' on my grind

I been tryin' to work on myself, prayin' up to God

Prayin' that he save me from this hell and cell inside

I cannot stay like this for longer, gotta keep my head up high

I gotta let the past all go, gotta let that shit all die