Never Ending Fall Lyrics

It feels like as long as I exist

I'll never be able to run away from this

So what's the point of even trying

If I always end back here while trying to fight it?

It took me so long to finally get here

I finally felt like I was healed

So why am I back on this bathroom floor

Not being able to recognize me anymore?

It's a never-ending fall

A never-ending fall

It's November 31

All alone in bed

Messages and mail unread

All up in my head

Life was right where I wanted it to be

That's where I was yesterday mentally

I thought it'd last longer than this

But now I'm back to where I started

It's a never-ending fall

A never-ending fall

Panic attack

The voices are back

Future looking black

I eat feel like trash

I keep it all masked

Anxiety's back

The anxiety's back

It's back to attack

Baggage can't unpack

My soul is detached

Waiting for the crash

Life's gone in a flash

When will I come back?

It feels like as long as I exist

I'll never be able to run away from this