my eyes Lyrics

I wish you could see you through my eyes

Then you could understand how much this kills me inside

Cause I could never have you

Even if I tried

And I promise you I did

I tired to shoot, my gun don't work and now a bottles in my hand

My father haunts the way I am, I'm sorry mom I've sinned

I tried to tell my friends

But every time I open up I see the judgement in their stance

I'm gonna live forever

Don't worry about the shit that I'm doing

You never helped me anyways

Never should have heard of me

Fuck I hate this city I'm done

I fucking hate this city I'm done

You don't like me? bitch I don't like me too

I haven't eaten in a day I been stuck in my room

And this hoe throwing shade

Bitch I'm prettier than you

Yeah I don't care if you hate me

I got more money than your father be making

Whenever I'm alone

I think about you still

If I could just pick up my phone

But I'm way too scared to confront my feelings

And I promised you I tried

I tried to shoot myself it jammed

And now I can't even look in your eyes

Why are you acting surpri

Don't worry about the shit that I'm doing

You never helped me anyways

Never should have heard of me

Fuck I hate this city I'm done

I fucking hate this city I'm done

You don't like me? bitch I don't like me too

I haven't eaten in a day I been stuck in my room

And this hoe throwing shade

Bitch I'm prettier than you

Yeah I don't care if you hate me

I got more money than your father be making