All In My Head Lyrics

I'm all in, I'll trap you here

I'll let you in, don't feed my fears

Give everything, you'll never leave

A wedding ring, my heart's missing

My deepest, darkest secret

I hope you won't believe it

Cause in my desperation

I took your validation

Down bad for some affection

Ignored my inhibitions

Enticing you to hold me

Because of what you told me, told me, oh

And it's all in my head

But I can't get it through my thick skull

Don't want to admit to needing love from you

But to love you I need to love me like you do

All my values wrapped up in you

I'm flat out broke and always choke

Got allergies to self esteem

Looked at my pride and said goodbye

Still I keep on hoping

Your pride will rub off on me

So I won't have to try hard

And start dreaming for my scars

Cause they've been here for so long

That healing now just feels wrong

I'm scared I might not recognize

The guy that I had left behind, so long ago

And it's all in my head

But I can't get it through my thick skull

Don't want to admit to needing love from you

But to love you I need to love me like you do

I'll try my best, no promises

I'm bad at tests and challenges

But this I know, I hate it here

So I'll leave home, lock up my fears

Still I'm wandering

My heart keeps skipping softly

From all your words so touching

I bet I would be blushing

I'm not internalizing

I failed at recognizing

Hung up on analyzing

Silance for what she's hiding, hiding, oh