buggin like that (a spoken word) Lyrics

Close your eyes and imagine this

A life full of lies and a kiss with a feel of bliss

A life I'd despise if I ever had the will to live

How you grow wise if you hide every lesson gifted

Shifted the energy in the room

Said you was sent for me but was it so we'd reach our doom

I mean, this was heavenly until I saw you tried to spoon

Feed me the fantasies from the darkest side of the moon

A side you hoped I'd never see, a side I'd get to meet too soon

Said I would never meet and greet a child of wild monsoons

Yet, here we are and here I am

The land has met the water

Daughters of the roughest seas

Thought the sailing ships would have taught you

Thought I'd never see the light of day

Dismay had won the war

Plenty times the stars aligned and then collapsed right at the core

Super nova, never superficial, officially the finest

The realest you would ever see, a queen without her Triton

Biting on the bait he set, she always trusted way too often

Told her they'd take baby steps and then rushed her love to the coffin

Never thought it'd take a left except he was no longer a boss man

Often times they'd neglect to reflect on how the love was lost

When it was everything she ever knew or ever grew to love

Swore that heaven sent for you but you just went and threw the dove

Who to trust with a loving touch busted at the seams

Seems my love could never fit in the wildest of all your dreams

All the scenes and the things you screamed, I knew that you was hurting

Someone had to break your heart but you knew I wasn't deserving

Start to think 'bout all the parts I played and how karma would serve me

But I guess it was too hard to say which way the tables turning

Burning bridges never was an issue, swimming with the urchins

Lurking on my page you felt the need to bring shit to the surface

So face it, if the shoe fits, never threw no indirects

Indirectly hurt your heart 'cause you knew that you lacked respect

And you knew that you acted fresh, you knew why I packed up and left

After giving you my best I could have cursed you the way you cursed me

Hope you know I never did because karma could be the worst thing

I ain't disperse that energy in fear it'd be reversed, see

I tried to lead us by example, that's how you teach the kids

Not sayin you was childish but shit, you kind of is

And I know our love was sacred, just a lesson to be treasured

Second guessing if we meant to be or if you helped me measure my self worth

For lack of better words, self love was something foreign

Held up all my blessings 'cause the lessons I'd ignore them

But I'm ready to let go, forgive you and move on

'Cause I know that if I hold this in, I'll explode like a bomb

Thought I'd never see the light of day

Dismay had won the war

Plenty times the stars aligned and then collapsed right at the core

Super nova, never superficial, officially the finest

The realest you would ever see, a queen without her Triton

Yo, honestly

Don't ever call me again

Don't hit me up

Don't hit my line

Don't cry to me

None of that shit, bro