Despise You Lyrics

No

You wouldn't bend from me

But what the fuck is this friend I see?

You said you wish me all the best

That you need to take a rest

That you never want to be my fuckin' enemy

But I can see it in your eyes

Baby I can see through your disguise

All the lows and the highs

The deception and lies

Well baby I fucking despise you now

Nobody deserves to be where I was 'bout a month ago

Watching all your stories fall apart like fucking dominos

Flying cross the country now I guess that he my eskimo

The snow been tainted red gave his sorry ass a heavy flow

Back up baby back up to the beginning

I was winning back and better at the same time killing it

Filling up my cup dirty sprite feeling villainous

Feeling in my gut said that I should just keep living it

You laid down the hook and the sinker I fell for it

Hiding all your red flags things you didn't tell

Bitch I broke out of my shell you just had do go and weld it

Right back together with your narcissistic hell

Why you gotta bring me down just to put yourself up?

Why'd you treat me like a clown just to put me in a slump?

I was reaching out my branches but you cut me to a stump

But you left me still alive gave me time to erupt

You thought I was sad cuz of Nomad

All part of my plan bring you up just to chokeslam

Really think I'm dumb enough to let your shit slide

When you fucking cheated

You fucking cheated then you lied

Let you walk all over me and left my ass to die

Then I realized you were always playing both sides

Baby how you think that you're still in the right

When you choked me until I couldn't see the light?

Well it didn't fuckin work girl it backfired

Didn't put the roach out it grew into a wildfire

Thought that I would tap out but now I'm fuckin' wired

Stayin' up all night I ain't ever gettin' tired

So many damn sleepless nights

Tryna make things right

Tryna make things right girl

Tried so hard to make you see the light

Tryna stop your fights

To protect my lifestyle

Take away my confidence

Found your leopard prints

Then you went and switched up

You could have just been honest

You could have said sorry

It's too late I despise you now

I made two--

Hold up hold up

Two doesn't make up for shit

I made five whole albums purely out of spite

Cuz I want everyone to know who you really are inside

I won't stoop to diss your friends Imma say that they alright

Even if they enabled all the shit you used to

Say to me just to look cool

You abused me to make yourself feel good

You confused me so I could never stand up for myself

Can't confide in my friends cuz you monitored my cell

Girl you isolated me but luckily I found my brothers

Then you ran away started fuckin' round with others

Wished that you could stay 'til you revealed your true colors

Was he the only one? Guess I'll have to fuckin' wonder

I guess I'll never know and I'm okay with that

Talked to him the whole time we dated what's up with that?

I gave you my trust unconditional

That's the fucking principle

How dare you take advantage of that

I've moved on now to better things

Still scarred trust issues forever sting

You asked me to get you a diamond ring

So I did but I never got anything back so

My ego's stronger than it ever was

Only in myself can I forget the shit you did to us

So this the last song that I'll write about you

There's a storm on the way I'll be a rockstar soon