Loosing Grip Lyrics

Sect me skin from bones

Take a look inside

You will never find

What's inside my mind

Through my darkest times

I have realized

No one takes your side

When you're left to die

Built some pressure

Through all these years

Took for granted

Fed with fear

Carved with my guilt

And filled with shame

Now I'm a vessel

An empty shade

Now while I'm falling

And the water rise

I'll keep on crawling

Through my demise

I'll never get free

If I don't change

This voice inside me

To give me a break

I tried to heal myself

But always felt like

When I'm near to something

Somewhat drags me down

From all the things I'm yearning

My lungs are floating

I keep on falling to a place unknown

I never wanted this

I always tried to put myself together

But I always failed

And now I'm loosing my grip

I'm stuck on my guilt

I'll never get free

If I can't let go of myself

Sect me skin from bones

Throw me sticks and stones

Nothing left inside

Pray for your survive

There's something broken that lies right inside of me

And that's the thing that I can't let go

This anchor pulls me deeper in the darkest sea

The bottom pit just became my home

There is just one more thing left to comfort me

The right to choose to leave this world

Will I keep drag myself through this agony

Or give up and set myself free?

Set me free

Set me free

Set me free

Set me free

Leaving this world has never been an answer

But the questions kept me tied for all this time

Cut the rope that binds me to this anchor

While the devil runs besides me another time