26 Lyrics

Searching for some help out there is pointless

Cuz nobody cares I know

Drownin' in the motions of this mundane life

I let my gun reload

Self destructive tendencies and memories

Are more than I can hold

Did this to myself I have no recollection

Of the soul that I sold

For cryin' out loud

What's wrong with me

Fuck therapy

It's getting old and I need some answers

Can't trust the doc if they can't cure cancer

Stay right there and watch me lose my mind again

I was doin' good last year

But 26 might be my end

Surround myself with complications

No I won't take my medication

I washed them down the drain my friend

Protect my thoughts my brain defends

Picket fence protect my heart

Cuz that's where the pain'll go

Wonder if you'll see me again

If I take a different road

So don't care how I feel or how I look on the outside

Forget me when the summer comes just leave my ass behind

I lay in bed for hours thinking

What this could've been if I

Gave a shit about my health

My anxiety's on 10

Depression just keeps creeping up

But I face it with a grin

Cuz I know the pain will subside

And 26 will be my end