under Lyrics

I felt myself go under

I felt myself sink

I felt this kind of wonder

The changes happened in a blink

I tried to just ignore it

But I can't help but overthink

I find it hard to trust anyone

Because the trust breaks me apart

I need to separate from everyone

So don't be sad when we depart

Cause I never fucking wanted any of this

I'm tired of pretending I do

I wanted you to love it, the way I tried

I wanted to be understood by you

I felt myself go under

I felt myself sink

I felt this kind of wonder

The changes happened in a blink

I tried to bury deeper

My brain can't help but fucking think

I find it hard to love anything

Because it just tears me apart

I need to separate from everyone

So don't be sad when we depart

Cause I never fucking wanted any of this

I'm tired of pretending I do

I wanted you to love it, the way I tried

I wanted to be understood by you

Is it that hard?

Is it that hard?

Is it that hard?

Is it that hard?

Is it that hard?

Is it that hard to like something?

Is it that hard?

Cause I never fucking wanted any of this

I'm tired of pretending I do

I wanted you to love it, the way I die

I wanted to be understood by you

But I never fucking wanted to be like this

I know what I got myself into

I never fucking wanted to be like this

I know what I got myself into