Tired of Trying Lyrics

I'm tired of trying to match your shine

When I feel like dirt, it feels like lying

I'd rather rot from flesh to bone

Than to keep pretending I'm not alone

I'm tired of trying to stay alive

It's okay to say that I dream of dying

I'd rather not keep pushing the stone

Through sickening scenes of sepia tone

Why can't I feel at home here

After all these years

In the half-light it's so clear

I'm tired of trying to be here

I'm tired of trying to do what's right

To do the work and live a healthy life

I'd rather rot from flesh to bone

Just kick and scream, just Bitch and moan in sepia tone

Why can't I feel at home here

After all these years

In the half-light it's so clear

I'm tired of trying to be here