4AM (2017) Lyrics

Been out here so long

Seems all sense been turned off

So cold

Don't recognize myself

Can't fix the fault lines

Still I

Keep on trying to find a fixture in my modus

If I'm honest

I can't own the onus

Couldn't own that moment

I don't need loving

I just need something

Other than wondering

The good in my past

All of my lapsing

Love that ain't lasting

Try to move past it

And all I've amassed

All the shit I've amassed

In the light, I see you calling

Couldn't find myself at the end of the line

Keep on circling back, circling back

All that weight tethered behind

Then we were drunk and walking Wythe

And tides were taking hold

I could stay inside these nights

If time would take a note

The past 2 years ain't felt this right

Been harbored close along those lines

Lapping maize

Thats why it's hard to let you go

You clutched the collar of my coat

I brushed my thumb across your cheek

If the pain could let its hold

We could know just what it means

And I can let it go

And I can learn to leave

Cause real kind of care

Is when you know to let it be

Cause I don't need it love

But I ain't good at pacing

Been out here so damn long

Just your warmth

It feels amazing