i wanna die Lyrics

Hey, I don't feel like I've been good

Haven't treated myself the way I should

And I know that I need to get better

And get my head up

I wanna die

But it don't mean I don't wanna be alive

I had a lot I had to sacrifice

Eyes closed but awake in the night

Stay by my side and come along for the ride

I make it seem like I'm doing okay

But inside I'm freaking out

I make it seem like I'm doing okay

But inside I wanna scream and shout

Scream and shoooout

Scream and shout, scream and shout

Cause I don't want you worrying now

Worry now, worry now

Oh, darling

Cause you been running circles in my head

For a long time

Thinking 'bout everything that you said

Now what's life

Cause you were my life and purpose

Now I don't know if its worth it

I knew that something was wrong

But when I asked you, you said none

But I felt it on my body

Knew something was coming

But I did not wanna run

I wanna die

But it don't mean I don't wanna be alive

I had a lot I had to sacrifice

Eyes closed but awake in the night

Stay by my side and come along for the ride

Woah

Come along for the ride

Woah

Come along for the ride

Woah

Come along for the ride darling

Woah

Darling, oh, oh, oh