Writing This From Peachford Lyrics

Writing this for Peachford, I don't know the time of day

Thinking about the people that I hurt and the mistakes that I done made

Really really try to stay but the devil got control of me

Prayed to God that I would be okay, it's why I'm standing here today

And after all I did there ain't a reason I should be alive today

Had to go away, do an inpatient stay

Nobody ever wrote me, really felt betrayed

Everything's exactly where it was when I left

In a hospital gown with adhesive on my chest

Cameras watch your every move, you can never get some rest

Always gotta watch your back, everyday a test

Writing songs on paper with the dullest pencils

Thinking bout how I can use this to my full potential

Living life with just essentials, gotta write a song without an instrumental

Starting over with the fundamental

Learning coping skills to stop it all like it was accidental

Everyone been telling me that I was in the wrong

It got me really wishing I was gone

Josephine will always have her story, me I'll always have my song

Writing this for Peachford, I don't know the time of day

Thinking about the people that I hurt and the mistakes that I done made

Really really try to stay but the devil got control of me

Prayed to God that I would be okay, it's why I'm standing here today

And after all I did there ain't a reason I should be alive today

Had to go away, do an inpatient stay

Nobody ever wrote me, really felt betrayed

I've been on my own, have no where to call a home

Unit been on lockdown, getting sick of being all alone

Been a minute since I was admitted, feel like it was weeks ago

Everyday somebody goes, by the time you leave there's nobody you know

All the nurses saying being here will help me grow

But I just wanna go

Cause it ain't worth what you gotta undergo, I'd rather be at home

Wish that I could be in her embrace

Wish that I could dap my brothers up and look them in the face, oh

Wish that I could be in her embrace

Wish that I could dap my brothers up and look them in the face

Writing this for Peachford, I don't know the time of day

Thinking about the people that I hurt and the mistakes that I done made

Really really try to stay but the devil got control of me

Prayed to God that I would be okay, it's why I'm standing here today

And after all I did there ain't a reason I should be alive today

Had to go away, do an inpatient stay

Nobody ever wrote me, really felt betrayed