Sometimes Surviving Is Worse Than Dying Lyrics

I have looked and I have tried

I've taken apart everything on the inside

Held it all up to the light

And I know that I am not alright

There are things I cannot fix

Things that live where the blue and gray mix

And all the lines begin to blur before my eyes

As I'm starting to realize

There's no place for me

Where all the happy people seem to be

The nights wash out all the color

Can we change what we are doing to each other

So many people are left with stains they cannot erase

And they are just trying to find a way out of this place

Too many nights sitting awake and crying

Believing that sometimes surviving, is worse than dying.

When this life felt like nothing but a cruel test

I gave it my all and did my best

Now the sun is losing its light

And I cannot seem to make anything seem right

Everything I touch just turns to shit

And I am growing so tired of it

The allure of sleep calls from a nearby shore

A place where there would be nothing to fear anymore

I pull the blankets up to hide from what has come into my room

Like sealing the cover on a tomb.

The nights wash out all the color

Can we change what we are doing to each other

So many people are left with stains they cannot erase

And they are just trying to find a way out of this place

Too many nights sitting awake and crying

Believing that sometimes surviving, is worse than dying.

Sometimes surviving is worse than dying

Sometimes surviving is worse than dying

Sometimes surviving is worse than dying

The nights wash out all the color

Can we change what we are doing to each other

So many people are left with stains they cannot erase

And they are just trying to find a way out of this place

Too many nights sitting awake and crying

Believing that sometimes surviving, is worse than dying