I don't wanna be here nomore Lyrics

When you see me I be smiling

But inside I am dying

Don't wanna be here nomore

I don't wanna be here nomore

When you see me I be smiling

But inside I am dying

Don't wanna be here nomore

I don't wanna be here nomore

Nomore nomore

You see me I'm smiling

But inside I'm dying

And you would know the truth

If you looked inside of me

But I am rapper

So what you expect

How can the people love me

When I don't love myself

So I gotta pretend

You see me chilling and drinking

Have no idea what I'm thinking

Have no Idea what I'm feeling

But if I I'm being honest

I feel nothing inside

Only evil voices in my head telling me I should rather die

When was the last time

That I felt alive

Even back in lowveld high

It was like I sold my soul

Cause I.couldn't control my mind

They thought I was crazy maybe I'm crazy

Or it's an excuse so that nobody blames me

When you see me I be smiling

But inside I am dying

Don't wanna be here nomore

I don't wanna be here nomore

When you see me I be smiling

But inside I am dying

Don't wanna be here nomore

I don't wanna be here nomore nomore

Nomore nomore

Damn

Mama been waiting

Still haven't graduated

Still haven't blown up

And I swear that I'm losing patience

So dear Lord

What am I here for?

Why would you give me this fire and just never blow

But I am man now

So I cannot let this tears fall

But Lord I seen it all

Yeah Lord I seen it all

So please just take me now

If I'm heaven or hell bound

I don't even care just set me on fire

Cause you know I been living a lie

How can I love myself when I barely know that. who am I

Damn I always hurt the people that I love the most

My mamma and sister know that well but it's not the life I chose

But somehow it just feel like I lost my soul

Or maybe it's a role that I play

So I just wanna dissappear and ghost

Or take away my life! so that I become a ghost!

Cause I'm not brave enough to take a rope and just go to a place that no one knows

Do you wanna be happy?

Cause I just wanna be happy!

Don't wanna be here nomore!

I don't wanna be here nomore

Do you wanna be happy?

Cause I just wanna be happy!

Don't wanna be here nomore!

I don't wanna be here nomore

Don't wanna be here nomore nomore