larger now II / current Lyrics

What if when I'm grown

I still think of you when I am on my own

And when you leave

So will the memory of the tree

You should know I'm larger now, I've come to see

Even when you're far away, you're here with me

I know what's lost was never meant for me to keep

Lay in the river, leave my mind for a minute

What if every year

I'm still waiting patiently, till you are near

Keep coming up in conversations

Feels so good to grieve our love

You should know I'm larger now, I've come to see

Even as I'm growing up, you're here with me

I know what's lost was never meant for me to keep

Lay in the river, cleanse my body, bury me beneath

You should know I'm larger now, I've come to see

Even as I'm growing up, you're here with me

I know what's lost will never be for me to keep

Lay in the river, cleanse my body, bury me beneath

In one swipe, all the dirt of our quiet moments

Washes off and I'm left in a city wandering

Destinations, I brought myself here

I'm further than oceans, I'm emptying my absorptions

The hole in my heart grows wider

With distance, I'm tired

I'll have to grieve, again

My work is to carry this love

As a comfort for those who long for you

To go everywhere you've walked

And gaze at the pressed down dirt