no energy. Lyrics

Yeah, I'm so tired of these problems I just wanna smile and happily disown them

But life just doesn't play that way, sometimes you need to realize that they exist to face, yeah

But I just wanna run away, maybe find another place, cause right here they do create

More (More, more)

I know I cannot run away, question every step I take, feel like no one can relate

No (No, no)

Even though some do, but my view is blocked by all the fingers pointing at me, making me feel like a fool

Maybe it's just you, who doesn't realize that we just grew in different directions that we wanna pursue

And I just wanna be kind, but mentally I feel like I'm a bad guy

'Cause people say that I might, but I'm not too sure

I'm a villain in disguise, the type that I myself despise

Feel like I'm hurting inside, wish my heart was pure

Please stop me from becoming evil, lately I don't know what to believe in

In the mirror I see the biggest enemy, please don't talk to me, I got no energy

Another fight that ends in disappointment, I'm feeling tired of being another problem

And you keep wasting my time by stealing identities, so don't talk to me, I got no energy

Shouldn't take this seriously, cause I'm so fed up with you playing me this time

Need to go to a therapist and talk about this, cause lately I'm falling behind, yeah

So many voices in my head are saying that I'm the cause of so much pain

While I'm just in my room creating music, so I can't be saved from all this pressure

That's getting put on me, I started overusing pleasure

Man it's so sad to see the happy me vanish, while acting so reckless

Your toxic shit is very infectious, you're teaching me lessons on how not to be

That's why I keep on stressing that I don't wanna be near you, all because you try to mess with everything

That I keep doing

And I just wanna be kind, but mentally I feel like I'm a bad guy

Cause people say that I might, but I'm not too sure

I'm a villain in disguise, the type that I myself despise

Feel like I'm hurting inside, wish my heart was pure

Please stop me from becoming evil, lately I don't know what to believe in

In the mirror I see the biggest enemy, please don't talk to me, I got no energy

Another fight that ends in disappointment

I'm feeling tired of being another problem

And you keep wasting my time, by stealing identities, so don't talk to me, I got no energy

Need to face these problems, it's time to go

I got locked in nonsense, that's all I know

The goals to get the key back to gain controll

But I got time to relapse, that's how I'll fall

But that's what makes us human

We keep on fighting every day, even if we will end up losing

Life should be fun amusement

Cause it's a bigger shame to give up on something you love pursuing

Now prove that you can do it don't be ashamed

Talk to your friends but their fingers pointing at your face

Fight together, promise that the good times worth the wait

And never forget to hold on to the peace you create

And I just wanne be fine, but mentally I feel like I'm a bad guy

This thought is making me tired, but It still keeps roll'n

I'm not a villain in disguise, need to kill all these demons inside

Still keep on wasting so much time, wishing my heart was pure

Please stop me from becoming evil, lately I don't know what to believe in

In the mirror I see the biggest enemy

Please don't talk to me, I got no energy

Another fight that ends in disappointment

I'm feeling tired of being another problem

And you keep wasting my time by stealing identities, so don't talk to me, I got no energy

Yeah, don't talk to me, I got no energy

Nothing here is as fun as it once used to be

I keep on running away, but I need to face my dreams

So don't talk to me, I got no energy

I got no energy for you cause you play with my feelings

I just wanna lock myself inside a room with no one speaking

Cause every day is just a loop of pain with way more dealing's

So please stop talking to me, I got no energy