Homesick Lyrics

This box room will be the death of me

These thin walls are my enemy

I live on top of strangers

Don't know their names

There's a smell in the air again

But I just smile and try pretend

That I wouldn't rather be anywhere but here

But it's nearly the weekend

So I'll drink to forget my worries

Cos I don't like talking

It's pointless and boring

So silence is all that I know

I wanna go home

I wanna go home

I wanna go home

Caught myself living on the edge

Contemplating the thought of death

With rain-soaked hair

I pondered my existence

Dark thoughts, dark sky, clouded mind

But I'll say I'm alright

I hate myself for hating my golden days

But It's nearly the weekend

So I'll drink until I feel numb

Cos I don't like talking

It's pointless and boring

So I just won't tell anyone

I wanna go home

I wanna go home

To the arms of my mother

The warmth of my father

The touch of the girl that I love

I wanna go home

I wanna go home

One, two, three, four

And five years on

I've forgot who I am

Cause I buried my heart

Beneath the dirt and the sand

My brain's on fire, but God, I'm so cold

And when the din gets silent

Well, I think that I'm fixed

Then I wait for a second

And reality hits

Then it dawns on me slowly

Being honest, I know

Maybe I'm just too broken

And I'll never go home

I'll never go home

To the arms of my mother

The warmth of my father

The touch of the girl that I love

I'll never go home

I'll never go home