twenty. Lyrics

My vision for my life is 2020

Crystal clear now im turning twenty

I'm not from the block like Jenny Jenny

I burst on the scene not burst off Henny

In for these pounds so I'm in for penny

Lord hear my prayer you know I got many

Your vision for my life is 2020

Crystal clear now im turning twenty

It really hit me when Bliss told me that I'm known but I'm still unknown

So a seed was sown

I backed out the pen and wrote the whole coach ride home

I got stories to tell deep feelings as well

It's mad to see the way that I've grown

As a yute I was never one for the limelight but if you look at me now

who would've known

Trust

The last 3 years have been mental

A lot of stuff done mess up my mental

To my healing this music's been central

See

Ever cried yourself to sleep on New Years Eve?

I don't believe in new year new me

But like Cantrell I've let my blues breathe

My vision for my life is 2020

Crystal clear now im turning twenty

I'm not from the block like Jenny Jenny

I burst on the scene not burst off Henny

In for these pounds so I'm in for penny

Lord hear my prayer you know I got many

Your vision for my life is 2020

Crystal clear now im turning twenty

I wished on my birthday I was surrounded by friends

Last year I found out most were playing pretend

Never been a fan of fancy dress parties

Just come as you are and keep it real to the end

More time life's just up in the air

I throw hands but up in dispair

When I try to stand tall I fall to my knees like how did I end up there

So I box in my feelings

Make my life look appealing

Same time how did I end up here

When I look at where was last year

Seasoning dropped and it's gone clear

The EP in its own lane top gear

I'm pushing the merc through the pain

SWV the tears done rain

Yet I'm still here

Yet I'm still sane

I just turned 20 the stars are spelling my uh

Stars are spelling my name

My vision for my life is 2020

Crystal clear now im turning twenty

I'm not from the block like Jenny Jenny

I burst on the scene not burst off Henny

In for these pounds so I'm in for penny

Lord hear my prayer you know I got many

Your vision for my life is 2020

Crystal clear now im turning twenty