triedtocall. Lyrics

Yeah

Guilt and apprehension

Taking up space time

I'm just questioning whether I'm wasting

My seconds pouring everything

I got into these sessions

Knowing sometimes

It won't bring any concessions

Or profit for my profession

I'm burning a hole in my pocket

Confessions

Should I listen to my friends and family

Telling me I should stop it

But see really I ain't really into gossip

That ain't gonna put me in a rocket

That's just why I'm adding fuel to the fire

Feeding the desire to leave this office

Death and taxes

I feel like I've already got my losses

See this game there's too many bosses

There's too many knots and crosses

I tally up everyday

I still can't figure out what the cost is

What's the options

I threw a coin down the well

And it feel with mrsfortune

Just another burst bubble

The burst bubble

See I'm losing self control

Back with my old ho

And she's already undressing

This isn't what we decided inside

The therapy session

Tired of being wreckless

Tired of using so many words in a message

I don't really wanna write those letters

But you know I'm an addict

That's addicted to finding pleasure

Emotional riding this ocean

I'm tryna be frank and open

As I'm scoping my way through this pyramid

To finding treasure

Never say never

Don't try wink in my eyes

I know those lies

Their very clever

That's why what I've buried in my mind

Is fortified

I got the appetite

You can't stomach it

You always getting mortified

I'm demoralised

You should've known nothing lasts

Old photographs in the trash

I walk this path on my own

Why you think I never get attached

Why you think I'm always getting dressed in black

Why you think I'm infatuated with writing raps

Why you think all those years everybody said

I was a psychopath

Why you think I hit the road

And never chose to call you back

But you know I'm all cap

Cause I still tried call you back