Thinkin' bout my life (Breaking Curses) Lyrics

My mind stop seeing it as obstacles

I'm releasing these blockages

Healing where my trauma is

I Am my best accomplishment

Spirit know it's all love but ego acting opposite

Why tf you acting that way?

and it said it's generations of pain

I been feeling how my mama felt

Feeling how my daddy felt

Care too much so I don't care

I don't need nobody help

Thinking all the thoughts they had

But breaking free to find myself

I took it too personal I felt you ain't understand me

I'm a healer working on breaking these curses for family

Shadow work and chakra healing became the daily

I'm in camel pose balancing my throat chakra

I don't wanna feel like you and I can't talk bout it

I don't wanna tell myself it's better if I stay quiet

I'm not even mad at you it's really me that I'm fighting but I'm healing

I'm just sitting in the car hot boxin' thinking bout my life

Thinkin bout my life

I'm just sitting in the car hotboxin' thinking bout my life

Thinking bout my life, thinkin bout my life… thinking bout my life

What a journey I love it I know that I'm ascending

Sitting talking to myself like man this n**** spittin'

I'm working on giving other people that same attention

Not so ready to respond so I can really listen

I'm supposed to be learning not always thinking that I know s***

Wanting it to go my way man that's so controlling what about God's way?

In the midst of my emotions and my ego I should think about that

I say affirmations to my flesh to bring myself back

Cause the ego mind always like to bring up the past

The more conscious you become you start catching it fast

Getting answers through my journal from the questions I asked

I'm just sitting in the car hot boxin' thinking bout my life

Thinkin bout my life

I'm just sitting in the car hotboxin' thinking bout my life

Thinking bout my life, thinkin bout my life… thinking bout my life