and even now. ft. crux Lyrics

I'd die for you incessantly

You know it never meant much to me

To help you with anything

I was always on your team

But I felt the vacancy

You'd paint me your enemy

No

No

I'm not mad at you

But I

Can't stop

Thoughts of you and I

Feels numb

I'm not feeling like myself

Here now

Maybe I should just

Tell myself to just

Just

I want you to breathe

Need to let go

Get away from me

I try to be

Calm as you please

But I want to know

If you think of me

Even now

If it wasn't for me, would you want me

I get this feeling that I'm putting in the work

If you want me, now you've gotta show me

I'm doing too much just to get your worst

That I don't deserve

Uh huh

If you go, please just know

I'm always watching

Cause I wish I was him, I don't want you to choke

I want you to breathe

Need to let go

Get away from me

I try to be

Calm as you please

But I want to know

If you think of me

Even now