Benders ft. Lada L.C Lyrics

A cold December gon' approach quicker

I'm so consistent with the benders bitch I'm

Born different

I'm at the pond full of bones throwing stones

In it

Shit I'm just standing by the shore but I'm

Sure I won't be long till I'm swimming yeah

Sitting in my coffin shit I'm caught up in the sickness

Genetics don't make me feel cautious about

My addiction yeah

Make me feel cautious about my addiction

Yeah

Now I question my decision yeah

Am I really there for my moms or am I distant or

Why I ain't as close with my pops and all my siblings

I could talk about this shit on a song but that ain't gon' fix it

Little visits every day in a cot woulda thought of business

Because I live it up and now I'm gon' live out your predictions

Your predictions yeah

Turn this shit to my lesson

To my lessons yeah

Only to get defensive yeah

Yeah

That's the opposite of perfection

A lot say of who the man I be like I

Cannot seem to act right man

It seems like I'm

A little deeper in debt can I sleep some time

A little deeper in debt when I drink sometimes A lot say of who the man I be like I

Cannot seem to act right man It seems like I'm

A little deeper in debt can I sleep some time

A little deeper in debt when I drink sometimes Yeah when I drink sometimes

Yeah yeah when I drink sometimes

A little deeper in debt when I drink sometimes

A little deeper in debt when I drink sometimes

Yeah

Yeah

Yeah

Yeah

Yeah

Look, there's always something there to talk about

But I can never think of how I'm finna talk about it

Lash out when I'm smashed off the bottle now

I wanna tell all of my friends but they're not around it

And I don't know why I can't put the bottle down

And I don't know why I can't just perform without it

Or why I'm living in the past feeling sorrow now

I just grab another glass and a shot, I down it

Maybe I don't wanna look where the problem is

Maybe I'm too fucking pussy to acknowledge it

Blake and the gang wanna hang every day and I love them

But how do I tell them I ain't feeling talkative

I don't wanna talk and shit, I ain't got no confidence

If I ain't got a bottle hanging out feel like a conference

The opposite of lit when chilling with me, you won't rock with it

An optimist, but if it's half empty, I'm drinking all of it

I'm not the one who got the girl after she made me fall in love

Next Up hear my music and they always think it sucks

Matter fact, I ain't never submit nothing they fucking love

It's always"work on your delivery or mix" I'm like, what the fuck

I done put my entire fucking life into this shit

And I get ranked lower than niggas biting other shit

If 13 years of my life's work, isn't it

Hope I die next time that I'm slurping a 5th

Worked for this shit, nerd learn how to rip, bitch

Perfect with the way I worded this shit

I ain't never had to pop a perc for this shit

Sorry, I'm too fucked up now, I'm slurring and shit

A lot say of who the man I be like I

Cannot seem to act right man

It seems like I'm

A little deeper in debt can I sleep some time

A little deeper in debt when I drink sometimes A lot say of who the man I be like I

Cannot seem to act right man It seems like I'm

A little deeper in debt can I sleep some time

A little deeper in debt when I drink sometimes Yeah when I drink sometimes

Yeah yeah when I drink sometimes

A little deeper in debt when I drink sometimes

A little deeper in debt when I drink sometimes