letter to my child Lyrics

Should I keep goin?

I don't even think about what I be wanting to do anymore

I dealt with this shit for so long

I been tryna get out but I'm stuck it confuse me the most

Tried getting away from the bitch but she keep coming round

Right until I be used & I'm broke

How did this shit ever get to this point

It was really just posed to be you & me foe

I member' trapping wit bro

We was sharing the couch night to night has us taking a turn

Don't try ask me how I'm feeling cause when I was needin'

You said that it ain't ya concern

I ain't gone lie I'ma thank you for what you had did

& the shit you was making me learn

It kinda put pain in my heart it was you had to do it

Nobody but you could hurt me

If I had told you I needed you right back here wit me

I'm wondering what you would say

Ain't nothing good ever came out this shit

But I really be thinking like what if you stayed

Can't ever get any sleep

I'm thinkin bout what you be doing shit keep me awake

Shit keep me awake

Don't feel like its me even living this life

I lost it all that day

I remember when I was a kid

My dad wasn't there I was mad & I wanted to fight em

I was mad cause he chose one life over everything else

Somehow I'm getting just like em'

Putting my life on line because I gotta kid

But I'm scared cause I want em beside me

I'm sayin' I'm tryna get out for my son

I don't want em to have to be having to write me

Should I keep goin?

I don't even think about what I be wanting to do anymore

I fucked with this shit for so long

I been tryna get out but I'm stuck it confuse me the most

Tried getting away from the bitch but she keep coming round

Right until I be used & I'm broke

How did this shit ever get to this point

It was really just posed to be you & me foe

I member' trapping wit bro

We was sharing the couch night to night has us taking a turn

Don't try ask me how I'm feeling cause when I was needin'

You said that it ain't ya concern

I ain't gone lie I'ma thank you for what you had did

& the shit you was making me learn

It kinda put pain in my heart it was you had to do it

Nobody but you could hurt me