ON E INTERLUDE Lyrics

I'm pushin' albums out every year just like a baby

I got other shit going on, I don't let it phase me

Had friends cut me off for standin' up for myself

In a car with a friend who tried swervin' it to kill himself

But you wouldn't know that cause I keep that shit hidden

So I look picture perfect, tied together with a ribbon

And I still feel sixteen, but I'm goin' on twenty-one

Don't know if I'll ever be the chosen or the lucky one

Songs not doin' numbers, don't even know how

Drugs lookin' real good, screw it, gimme them right now

I put my blood, sweat, and tears in for what I want

While I run from failure, cause to me, all it does is haunt

I'll stay exhausted, yet stay workin' for all my years

So get me on the next flight to anywhere, but here

Lost my innocence at the young age of twelve

I survive on caffeine and nicotine, oh well

Therapist says I'm fine, but I'm overwhelmed, my mind's not aligned

Believed the therapist, but I'm dyin' on the inside

Got a few friends but for them, I'll provide

I go full speed while I'm on E for this ninety year ride

People still love to underestimate me

And they still love to think that I don't know anything

So when I make it, I won't forgive, and won't forget

I'mma make my people proud while I'm at the met

But for now, I'm anxious, to go home, not yet famous

So I'll keep writin' albums till my hair's filled with grayness

Been writin' this album locked in my room like a cage

But I shouldn't be this tired now, or at any fuckin' age