How You Feel Lyrics

I just can't believe what's happening to me

What'll happen to my children or my family

Days have gone by but still cry

What will they do if i'm not by their side

They don't want me to go

But i can't stay here anymore

I've laid in this bed

But i'm still tired

I need to rest

But i wonder how you feel if my heart stopped will you be scared

Will you be cold

Would you think to yourself “I can't live anymore”

I wonder how you feel

If the hospital doors closed

After the doctor told you mamas not there no more

In the midst of my storm i try to find you lord

Cause everyday i say “i can't do it no more”

You see all the pain i hold in my heart

These accusations are tearing me apart

Tomorrow may be a better day

But today was my tomorrow yesterday

Help me understand

Lord what is your plan

I'm sick and tired of all the fussing and the fighting

Sick and tired of all the cussing and the crying

Sick of all the pain

Will it ever go away

I swore i wouldn't give up keep on trying

I promised i would think of all the children who are dying

I'm going Insane lord help me find my way

But i wonder how you feel if my heart stopped will you be scared

Will you be cold

Would you think to yourself “i can't live anymore”

I wonder how you feel

If the hospital doors closed

After the doctor told you mamas not there no more