Holding My Breath In The Dark (The Amazing Digital Circus Song) Lyrics

I'm not myself most of the time

I'm somewhere else

I'm not much help

You see my shell

It keeps me safe from what's outside

Or was it inside

A memory is something small

That hurts a lot when you recall it

So I don't

What were you saying

The person I'm supposed to be

Covered in fog I cannot see so why can you

What did I miss

If you need me

You can find me

Holding my breath in the dark

Cause it's the only way I can see

Wait till I'm falling apart

Trying to work out where the pieces go

I'm afraid of the heart

Because it's the one place she won't leave

I'm holding my breath in the dark

So I can remember how to breathe

When it's quiet sometimes I can still

Hear her voice

Under the noise

Goodbye is the hardest word to hold

Inside your head

Can I forget it

Back when "we" was still a word

For you and me but now I'm falling

On my own

Where did you go

A part of me, buried deep

Under the tiles in the floor

Where I can't see it

Where no one sees it

Ignorance is sweeter

I'll be

Comfortable in shadow

In the quiet places that nobody else can see

I'll find a memory

Because when everything is empty

Maybe then I finally can see what's in front of me

Until then I'll be

Holding my breath in the dark

Cause it's the only way I can see

Wait till I'm falling apart

Trying to work out where the pieces go

I'm afraid of the heart

Because it's the one place she won't leave

I'm holding my breath in the dark

So I can remember how to breathe

Holding my breath in the dark (If you need me)

Cause it's the only way I can see (You can find me)

Wait till I'm falling apart (Ignorance is)

Trying to work out where the pieces go (Sweeter, I'll be)

I'm afraid of the heart (Comfortable in)

Because it's the one place she won't leave (Shadow, I'll be)

I'm holding my breath in the dark (Holding my breath)

So I can remember how to breathe (Just so I can)