Man I've Become Lyrics

Hey, grandma, hope you proud of your grandchild

And mama, hope you proud of your son

I see these people leaving me where they going now

Guess they don't like the man I've become

I've been out here feeling like the world against my back

Get In moods I'm flashing I throw three down and I'm relaxed

I done changed my ways from the days where I misbehaved

They keep telling me that I'ma be locked up or in a grave

GNutty calm down, I can't

If I do, they think I'm pussy

Keep my guard up, alright, I know them people tryna hook me

I ain't never found love and I'm starting to get tired of looking

Gave my heart out, broken love was the kryptonite, that's what took you

Most of these people here right now, but I know they not really with me

They just gon' try and stick around because they know I'm worth the riches

I miss having people around, but I know their intentions

Dirty say it's love, but bout some money, be the first to try and hurt me

I feel so alone, I'm missing people who cannot return

Threw my heart inside the fire, sip the bottle, let it burn

I'm grown now, so how I handle problems ain't in your concerns

Just hoping somebody can listen

Mmm, mmm, mmm

Hey, grandma, hope you proud of your grandchild

And mama, hope you proud of your son

I see these people leaving me where they going now

Guess they don't like the man I've become

Calm down, but I'm back, I'm tripping

Don't walk away, please just listen

Mmm, mmm, mmm

I've been living for a long time

Made some enemies with pain and they on the strong side

Get my pole and raise it up to his, I'm tryna blow mines

I done changed my ways from who I was, I really blew mines

How the fuck they keep finding the love, but I just lose mine

I done lost myself tryna escape and really lose time

Like, is you with me or not, this shit like do or die

Seen vacancy with no explanation, ain't even try

I had some funerals that I went to and I ain't even cry

So do that make me evil towards my family

They don't want me, strapped up, but niggas out here wanna blam me

Like, damage me, take me away from family

No, I can't let them hammer me, no, oh, oh

Claim my insanity, no, I ain't insane, I just know

How Shit get lit with that pole and they not jamming me

Oh, no, oh

This pain won't ever end, I do not need a friend

I told you about my demons, you helped let them in

Now I'm so scarred behind your love, I said never again

Hey, grandma, hope you proud of your grandchild

Mama, hope you proud of your son

I see these people leaving me, where they going now

Guess they don't like the man I've become