Still not here Lyrics

Every single night I fear

That I'm not real and I'm not sincere

Don't take no pills and I don't drink beer

You're my plug and you're still not here

First things first let me make this clear

I die every time that you smile my dear

You can cry baby don't act fierce

I'm here all the time but the end is near

Half in half out

I've been

Selling myself

For the dollars pesos guapo

I know I got problems

She's an angel walking

Can't drive I'm too nauseous

Break me still not stopping

Failing flopping falling

All by myself

I'm a fan of my lonesome

She know me well and she say that I'm on one

I'll never leave

If you don't push me away

You made the bed

So in that you should

Lay Lay lay lay

I don't care to say

What is on my mind

You're not thinking straight

Another fight today

I won't play your games

Call me every name

You should call a shrink

Like why do I always die in my dreams

And why do I lose all my of teeth

Subconscious mind it's knows I can't speak

Right when you light my love your van fleets

Greta loves the greed and grants me

A punch right to the gut and weak knees

My family affair is vanity

A man, a bear, a ghost, a zombie

When you're in woods

Which would you rather see?

I would pick the bear cuz the bear don't pick on me

A man done beat my momma

A ghost done beat my girl

The zombies climb the wall and then they take over the world

Like why do I always die in my dreams

And why do I lose all my of teeth

Subconscious mind it's knows I can't speak

Right when you light my love your van fleets

Every single night I fear, that I'm not real and I'm not sincere

Don't take no pills and I don't drink beer

You're my plug and you're still not

Here