12AM WITH MY DEMONS ft. Silver Omah Lyrics

Couldn't you, couldn't you be my peace

Couldn't you, couldn't you be my peace

Falling in this ocean

I've been in the water

I thought that you would be a friend

Stare at my reflection

Now I need redemption

Could you please be a friend?

I found myself in the cage of life

I found myself in the midst of crowd

I found myself with a gun to my head

I'm feeling so this the end of life ?

I found myself in an angry mode

Found myself and I'm lost in thoughts

I found myself in the middle of dangers

I'm like man do it it's worth the risk

Wanna fight my demons and skip to the good side

I hate the fact that they coexist

Not good if it wasn't bad enough ?

I'll score that man I just need assist

In a race with my demons they got no face

So it's no chance that I can run from it

Hide from it ? I can't hide from it

I always chose the former but stuck in latter

I hate the fact that I know what to do

But my demons they won't let me be

Those angry times that I made a choice

And the choice that I made led to violence

And things got bad and lives got lost

Oh boy this not how it's meant to be

Would've sort things out in a peaceful way

But my tamper always get to me

I'll take my pee before I beg a drink

I'm a proud nigga I'm above the law

Not just the pleas but the give and take

I been solo all my life with a lovely fam

I'm blunt sometimes when I talk to girls

I've hurt some souls with words from me

I'm prolly proud to apologize

I'm a proud motherfucker I'm the prize you pay

Falling I'm fallin

Oo I've been in the water

I need, oo I need

Oo I need redemption

Falling I'm fallin

Oo I've been in the water

I need, oo I need

Oo I need redemption

12am with my demons

Midnight with my demons

Thoughts of how to free myself

And stay clear from my demons

Insomnia with my demons

I read books with my demons

I pray against my demons

And they pray against me! Demons

I Push up with my demons

I Shower with my demons

Reminiscing on the good days

I didn't worry about my demons

I write bars with my demons

And write about my demons

Then sleep and wake up side by side

I'm chilling with my demons

Truth of the matter

It worries me more than it worries you

And I can't free me, they got a bond with me

So many efforts with no A for it

All my last tries I pulled F on it

Am I dreaming? No

It's 12am and I'm chilling with my demons

This what I think of it

Hey demons, what's for dinner?

Are you hungry?

I got snacks in the fridge I can grab them

Or maybe we should tie up the last smoke

And just widen up our bellyyyyyyy

I'm nice to you that's why you fuck with me

You know you'll ruin me but you still stuck with me

You stalking me, what's your gain in it?

If I'm ruined and pained is that a win for you?

I'm begging you please do hear me out

Out of love and time we've spent together

Or you're pissed cos I cast you out of people

I had no choice cos that's my people

Why not go to your web and find your peace

And then possess your own kind of people

I roll up a J to stay away

But you come with a spark and light it up

I Put a stop to my addictions and feel free

And still catch myself in the middle of it

Wtf should I do to stop all this ?

I'm healed for a minute then back again

The unforgiving spirit that lives in me

Or the thirst for revenge before I sleep in peace

Just let it slide is what I feel within

Then I start to plan how to deal with you

I'm writing this with my hands shaking

And my teeth gnashing I just broke my rules

I swear to change

Set another and still break it again

I'm lost in my world trynna find my peace

And my demon whispers I'm your peace

I'm sleeping with my demons and I'm stuck inside my demon

My demons gotta be sexy cos they holding me for too long

Was caught in between two options and ended with the wrong one

I guess it's life for me so you all know I'm the demon

demon, DEMON.

Couldn't you couldn't you be my peace

Wouldn't you wouldn't you let me be

Couldn't you couldn't you be my peace

Couldn't you couldn't you be my peace

Wouldn't you wouldn't you let me be

Couldn't you couldn't you by my peace

Be my peace

Be my peace

Be my peace